Esssenccee

i’ve been nice and have kept my composure for too long. regardless of what me and anybody goes through i’m always defending their name and im sick and tired of doing so when they go out of their way to make me seem like the bad guy. i’m not saying i’m perfect because in no way am i but i will not keep being a punching bag to anybody when their upset with the world. i’ve cried so many tears and I was the one who wiped them away and got back up the next morning. i’m sick of crying, i get to the point where i don’t even want to be here anymore yet i still am. i’m allowed to be childish against people who go out of their way to upset me and i don’t care. i’m tired of being the bigger person because i always have been. i’m tired of apologizing for the hurt people have caused me. i’m tired of giving multiple chances to people who never deserved the first chance to being with. My heart is way too big to keep getting hurt because this dumbass doesn’t know wtf he wants. i’ve never put a gun to anyone’s head and forced them to be with me. i never put a gun to anyones head and forced them to have a child with me. it was a mutual decision and i’m tired of taking the blame for it.

Posted by @essenceemarieee on Nov 28, 2023 04:41AM

dump because i’m “no prize”

Posted by @essenceemarieee on Nov 27, 2023 05:49AM

Happy Thanksgiving 💗 so grateful for my friends who have become my family & my family who i was born into rightfully so💗💗

Posted by @essenceemarieee on Nov 23, 2023 07:33PM

me everyday for the past 3 months😂😂

Posted by @essenceemarieee on Nov 20, 2023 05:06PM

Bump Update since Kalani has decided to pop out on me in the span of 2 weeks😭🥺

Posted by @essenceemarieee on Nov 14, 2023 02:27AM

we’re gonna have a ball😂😂

Posted by @essenceemarieee on Nov 13, 2023 04:05AM