In a Parkland mass shooting, disturbing scribblings reveal that he wants to'go to death row' and then be 'buried with a woman that had a s***ty life like me,' although other photographs reveal the number '666' written on the wall in his own blood. Cruz, 23, who shot down 17 people on Valentine's Day 2018 at Marjory Stoneman Douglas High School, has been in jail for weeks and is often seen doingodling at the defense table as he awaits to find whether he will live or die. After the Broward Sheriff's Office (BSO) published a trove of Cruz's sketches and ramblings during his time in jail, the public gained a glimpse into the confessed killer's thoughts. Several drawings depict Satan and pentagrams, with 'Hail, Satan!' As the convicted killer begged the jury to give him the death penalty, the convicted murderer begs the jury to execute him. He writes that he later wants to be buried with a woman. Cruz's defense lawyers are attempting to convince his jury to sentence him to life without parole rather than death, alleging that he was "poisoned in the womb" from his biological mother's drinking and drug use during pregnancy, and that his brain was irretrievably impaired.'